Hello... I am so frustrated with being placed on different anti-depressants that are suppose to "cure" me of my PAIN. Is anyone else feeling frustrated and alone;feeling as though doctors and family just do not even get it? The daily pep talks we have to give ourselves just to make it through each big event or sometimes each hour."NORMAL" adults take for granted all they can accomplish WITHOUT PAIN. Sometimes I feel as though I am some sort-of being perceived by others as an outcast. Currently; I am on NO MEDS and damn proud of it. I did buy the ZMA that everyone is raving about and the couple nights that I have taken a couple tablets; I did sleep great.Also, I would like to add, if family members, work associates and friends only knew the true meaning of REAL PAIN; then we would be taken more seriously-wouldn't that be refreashing!!!!