I finally found a doctor that understands and doesn't think I'm a complete nutcase!! I went to a homeopathic/ wholistic doctor yesturday. They spent almost 2 hours with me. She went through all the lab work that I have had done - I mean really looked. I found out that I have chronic Epstien Bar, I had never been tested for auto immune disorders, although I had been told that I had been. And she said that she would easily dx me with CFS/FM, but wants to get the auto immune results back first. She confirmed that CFS/FM is NOT just depression. She was so kind and understanding, and assured me that I am not abnormal, that she sees many people with the same problems, and that she would do everything possible to improve my quality of life. Wow! What a change from what I had been going through with my doctors. I now feel like there is a little hope or a little light at the end of the tunnel.