the ache, the ache,the terrible pain, the ever present,consistant pain. It rules your life, it rules ur day. Make it go away, make it go away, make this pain go away. What happen to my life? I use to have a life. Now this pain is my life. I want my life back. The pain is me, the pain has become me. It's a life I did not ask for, a way of life I do not want. The pain now rules my life! It has cast me down into the depths of pain and depression. It tries to engulf me. I cannot function. I fight to get back to the surface, I struggle to keep going. I have to keep going, I have to keep moving. My body screams NO!, I can't do this today. You must, I can't, you must, I can't! Body don't let me down I have to keep going, but you refuse. I've been given a life sentence...a sentence of pain.