No. Im crying. I actually have tears leaking from my eyes. Dont want to wake dh...hed be very upset. He wants to help and Id never tell him this but the fawning and million questions make it worse. Dont misunderstand Im glad he cares. But Im like an injured animal that needs to lick its wounds. This pain is unbelievable. Im exhausted but cant sleep. Both legs are hurting so bad. Arm is even hurting and trembles if I lift it. Even my back is hurting probably from not walking right cos of my legs. Sciatic pain both sides. Ive taken my meds. And I dont know what I did to bring this on! And some of you have lived with this for decades??? The last time i dealt with pain of this magnitude was before my back issues were treated. I thought i had it made for the most part. I was wrong. Thanks for allowing me this. I needed to get it out.