Does anyone else find themselves being envious of and angry towards just about everyone? I blow up at the smallest things, I feel like crying all the time. I'm so envious of people that are not sick. I snap at everyone. I know I am depressed but anti depressants give me bad side effects. I see a therapist and that does help but I can't talk to her every time I feel bad. I really don't have many friends to begin with, most of them live out of state. Most times I don't even answer my phone or if I do I just say I can't talk. All I can think about is my pain and what my life is going to become. I only see it going downhill from here the way I have been feeling lately. Am I the only one who feels like this?