Along with depression I have anxiety attacks that keep me from going to appointments. I have to cancel certain things at the last minute. At times it keeps me from getting in the shower. I feel safe in my bed with my tv and remote control. My life is slipping away and I don't know what to do. Am I just lazy? I never have been before? It seems if I can force my way throuth the attack and get the shower and fix my hair and make up I feel so glad I did it. But this is much easier to type than done. Please let me know if I am the only nutt out there!