I have fibromyalgia, and I am a christian my delelima is that People don't understand why I miss so much church and don't go so I am feeling guilty because I can't attend but once a month if that. I go to counceling for ptsd, domestic abuse and dealing with life with disability. I have got into some financial binds and call my church which I have been a member of for 10 years 5 of those years I was active in everything anyway the secretary who has been a good friend of mine said that I need to be in church and that the counceling I am in is no match for what God can do for me and the people in church can do more for me that any mental health facility can do. I want to be in church I just can't do it all the time. I get so drained in service and fibro fog just sets in so bad. I don't doubt that God can help me but I don't think it matters if I am there every thime the doors are open. Am I just not pushing myself hard enough or is it normal for me to be missing so much church and I don't feel like they understand just what I go through with this dd and think I will do better if I was in church.