Today I feel so depressed...Im starting to wonder if I have depression instead of cfs. I still have pain in my neck and shoulders, I have trouble sleeping....or staying asleep, and my energy levels drop after doing simple things.(Not to mention my irratble bowel). I have done nothing but cry all day today. Something I very rarely do. I cry because of the way I am. The way it is affecting my marriage, my life, my kids. I cry for my parents, my sisters, anything that has hurt in the past. I have only had this so called CFS for 3 months......if thats what they are telling me it is. I had a blood test again last week....this time they picked up Ive had Cytomeglovirus at some point in my life. Which they say could cause CFS. Im getting desperate as I dont know if I have the damn illness or if its all in my mind or if Im going crazy or Im just burnt out or if its depression. I dont know. Anyone else give me their thoughts on this????? Id appreciate it!!!!