I am feeling like I can't do anything right. I'm not sick, in the right way, somehow. Not enough to satisify Social Security. Either I don't go to the doctor enough, or I go too much. I try too hard, or I don't try hard enough. My testimony is not credible because I keep changing my story. Ahem! I keep changing my story because my story keeps changing. I am not the same person every day. I don't have the same symptoms everyday. No one seems to want to see me anymore. I guess I am too high maintenance. I feel like I am slowly disappearing as a person... Janice P.