I used to love to go to sleep. To curl up and go off to blissfull la-la land. Now, i dread it. I wake often from vivid dreams or nightmares, sometimes waking with anxiet attacks or waking up with horrible thoughts like thinking I am dying ( I don't know if I am having pains in the night that is causing this) AM I the only one? It horrible :-( Going to bed is like sentancing myself to a night in a dark, scary place.