Gosh..I don't get depressed to often but I am feeling so down. I am SOOOO sick of being sick. I don't know why some people would ever want to be sick and not work. I feel like besides losing a loved one this is the worst thing that could have ever happened to me. I have only been sick for 18 months but I feel like it has been 18 yrs. All my friends ahve great lives and I am newly married and can't even enjoy a night out with my husband. aghh felt like venting!