I'm losing my faith...sorry to say that. Although I still read bible and pray everyday, I start to feel it doesn't help a bit. I think that should be something wrong on my side (not on God's side, I guess). But I don't know what it is and how to amend that unknown mistake in faith. I keep praying but the situation seems to get worse day by day, month by month. Sometimes I really hope God will put some event on me to show me what's going on and "wake me up". I'm not asking for a perfect solution to my difficulties. I just want to seek some hints or assists..... It's so hard to tell exactly how I feel but I have to say I'm really under deep pressure and tough moments. Praying becomes such a pressure to me as well.....I sincerely hope for encouragement from you. Please pray for me and wish everyone well.