I'm in a flare. I had to drive myself today to my lawyer, still trying to settle my mother's estate. I ended up having aphasia in his office and had trouble getting the words out. And then on the way home, I got amnesia at a stop light and couldn't remember where I was for a few seconds. I was totally like, what street is this and am I going home? It was scary. I came home and went to bed. But I've woken with that no sleep feeling, hurting all over. It's awful. I've had the fatigue for days, though. It's just not letting up. I think it's the weather. I usually get sick this time of year. I did get some good news with my low income housing. I have an appointment next week for the initial interview. And they said it can include the building I want to try for. My thinking is that after this interview, if I pass all the things I have to pass, they might offer me something in late Spring or Summer. I hope that works out. It won't solve all my problems, I'll be out my grocery money and any extras like car repairs, but it will help alot. I'm still being tortured by evil, toxic relatives. That is partly why I'm flaring so badly. My aunt left me a nasty phone message last week and followed it up with an email. And the stress just threw me right into a flare. They're all doing everything they can to make me feel like I'm less than a person because I can't work. And they keep treating me like I'm a mental case instead of someone with a genuine immune system disorder. I try to stay away from them, but they leave nasty messages and nasty emails. And it might get to the point where I have to put blocks on my phone and block their email addys. I haven't done so yet because I'm so terrified I might need them. But if I get into the low income housing, I can work on getting some kind of part time job somehow for my grocery money, and then I won't need them at all. I feel so sick tonight I hope this flare won't last too long.