I have seen many of you apply for SSD and SSI. I would like to apply for this when I get it on paper. I am just so afraid my doctor will look down on me. I have a bad complex with the public area. I suffer from anxiety from people too. I'm afraid to ask my doctor for a statement of the CFS because my husband is already getting papers off him that he applied for SSD for herniated disc. I just hate the idea of him thinking were a bunch of cripples. I have a very little self-esteem because of how I am and how I feel on a daily basis. I tend to feel guilty because my husband is hurt and here I am a worthless wife. Can anyone relate?