Hello, I am writing in desprate times. My doctor wants to cut my meds since he is afraid of being watched by the DEA and the state licensing board. I know for a fact the Dr. just finished "rehab" so I am sure he is being watched carefully, but why should I suffer as a patient? I went to a new doctor, with medical records, pharmacy records, sleep log, pain log in hand in hopes of finding a new primary care physican, but no luck...he immediately wanted to put me in rehab and told me that my medication combination was a suicide accident waiting to happen. I tried to explain it to him, but he said "I worked in rehab facilities for 20 years and I am really "pig" headed about writing meds especially for a "disease" that no one knows about" How obsurd is that? He said I could go to a pain clinic and they would write the meds, but they would refer me back to him and he said he would refuse to write the meds and I would be back to square one!! What a crock of @#$##@!! He told me that once I finished the in house rehab (15-30 days) that he would consider me for a patient. He kept saying it is against federal law for an employer to fire you since you are in rehab. Tell that to my employer and see what they have to say. Enough on that. I am looking for other men that have FMS. I was DX'd in 1996-1997 with FMS which causes my migraines. I know there is a wealth of info for women, but not much for men. I would like to see some men respond, especially on how their family life is. My has gone away. I keep snapping at my partner and people I work with. not good. Feel free to email me at firstname.lastname@example.org. Thanks!! "desertboy"