After reading another thread I decided to post this because I think many of us do feel at times like we are dieing of something. I can be going along day to day getting by OK .Then I'll have a terrible Pain Day .I'll feel down trying to cope and before I realize it my thoughts go to things like "I must be Dieing".No one has this much pain and illiness unless its from something terrible like cancer causeing it.I'll go threw days of fear and pray," God Just let them find it, before its to late." I think that sits on the back of my mind all the time because we have so many test come back with no findings.Yet out pain is still there. I also have an added memory from years ago . My mother in law had terrible pain in her back (Like Mine)the doctors could not find anything .Finely it got so bad with pain she ended up in the hospital .after several more test and seeing several more Doctors we were told she had cancer and it matastasized (sorry for the spelling) ,or spread throughtout her body.She only lived a few short months after that. So when I have such terrible pain my thoughts go back and the fears come out.Are they going to be to late for me to?