Today I had a very bad day. The pain was so bad that I literally just wanted to give up. I read all of your messages and I am amazed how so many of you endure, This is all new to me and I am struggling as to how to deal with this. I am a preschool teacher and I am very active on a daily basis but I just don't know how long I can continue to work. I have teaching for 26 years. My biggest problem is that there is so much pain in so many places that I cannot focus on one particular area, so them I just shut down and go on a self-pity benge. I hate this disease and I hate what it's doing to me. But just knowing that you are there has helped me plus my relationship with God gets me through each day. Please tell me more about the prayer day I am very interested.