been in a real bad flare. two weeks now and feel just awful..I am so tired. Does anyone ever get anxiety when they go into a flare? When I get into this terrible disease I feels so awful. I just want to cry. I am with someone who dosen't understand. I have to pretend that everything is ok when it is not. It is so hard. I feel like I am so overwhelmed with everything. I just want to be happy.