I went to the Rhuemy yesterday. I was so scared because I thought he would say that he didn't know what was going on with me. My ribs hurt so bad. And my depression is at a all time high. It is so hard to be sick all the time and I'm married to man that just dosen't seem to care. I just lost my mom and I feel like everything is closing in on me. The doctor was nice and he said that I have fibro. He checked the tender points on my body. I have had this since I was eighteen. It is a terrible disease. I feel sometimes like I am in a fog. I feel like I have to put on that I feel good. I only have support from my father and my best friend. It is hard being in a marriage that is not working out. Losing your mother in march of this year and dealing with this disease. I am just overwhelmed with it all. I just want to be happy again.