Well I just lost it today. My mental state is declining back to the dark pit of depression. I am so discouraged and tired of this DD! Sick to death of it!!! I told my hub and sister that I don't even know why I wake up every morning. I am just a waste of space. I'm so weak physically and mentally right now. Any suggestions on how to survive this rough patch? I'm having terrible thoughts of not being able to make it thru another day. I know I have to tho for my kids' sake, although right now I'm pretty much worthless in the mothering dept. Everything hurts and I don't think I have any energy left to fight back. Sorry for the negativity, I just really need to get some feedback. You people here are my support system now, I hope I'm not scaring you away. Just in a really bad stretch here....HELP!