I have been so fatigued, so tired, so drained, so achy. Of course it's the Arthritis too (got RA diagnosed but doubt the diagnosis, looks more like AS). When I went to my MD today I started bawling when he asked how I was doing. I thought I just tell him as it is, how weak I am all the time, so weak I yesterday couldn't even blow a stupid toy wistle for my daughter! Then I have this arthritis thing going on in my spine, and it's only getting worse. Finally, x-rays was done, even the x-ray nurse reacted on the slope in my c- spine. At least I knew then I didn't imagine things, I have felt the change in my neck, the shape of my spine (thickening) and all the other crap going on with the rest of it. Oh, I got Cymbalta for my neuropathy in my hands/arms. Anyone tried it? Tomorrow I will go in for a fasting blood draw and urine, he will run everything (as often before, it will probably be normal, besides the cholestorol and Rheumatoid factor. DSHS want me to start job training emmediately, fulltime. The way they work is not how the docs work. They want a direct diagnosis, not symptom lists, so they figure I'm "ok". Right. It's just a little too much right now. My sinus infection seem to stay despite the antibiotics, even my eyes hurt when I move them. I am SOO sorry, I am really wining today! I don't think I left such a winy post before. Please forgive me, but I also know that I can really release here, and get a hug in return. Today, I need one.