I watched the Dr.Phil show today and then read some of the messages he got in reference to the show. I am really struggling with what I want to do with the rest of my life.I thought that some of you might share your experiences.My profile doesn't say a lot about me. I am very limited as to what I can do,due to health reasons.I have had 2 surgeries in 2 years. I can only stand for 15 minutes at a time. I had my own business for about 10 years.It was successful, but both my parents became termanilly ill.I closed the business to be with them.That was 2/12 years. I was on call 24/7.Stressed to the max.Developed sleep aptneia due to stress. I have had many loses other than my parents.My nephew was left in a running car and died due to carbon monoxied(spelling) intake.It was pure neglect.Nothing was ever done about it except she, the mother, was sent to parenting classes for the other two children. My father-in law had a stroke and had to be cared for ,for many years.My brother-in law 37 years old died of a heart attack. His first child was due just a few weeks after his death. My husband's grandmother,whom i loved very much,passed from just old age. I really miss her too. Then is when I lost my parents within a few months of each other.Then my grandmother was next. Then my husband of 13 years was sent to Iraq for a year of active duty. My husband and I just signed a divorce. It's like my life is so mangled. I don't know what I can do or what I want to do.Except I want to be creative.I would rather not work from home. I have few friends............My business and parents took up so much time.....and a lot of my friends have relocated or passed on. I want my life to mean something and I want to feel appreciated,needed and such. I'm open to suggestions as where to start?