i've been in therapy for 5 weeks now, and i've been really busy, trying to get some of this extra weight off, and so far, nothing. i'm the same weight i was 5 weeks ago, and my clothes fit the same. i look down at my body in disgust. i can't do sit ups, i can't jog, like the dr says i should? how am i supposed to jog if some days i am lucky just to walk? i'm disgusted! i think its from going to school again? i see all these tall, thin, pretty - healthy 'looking' young girls and here i sit size 14 or better and miserable, i am lucky to make it to school on time and awake. how are we supposed to not just accept the disease, but also accept our bodies the way they are now? i hate my body now. i don't like anything about it. i'm sad a lot of the time lately. i am glad i have this place to come to expel my frustrations. thank you guys for listening. hope everyone is having a good weekend! tonia d.