Darn...I cried in front of my boss. We are so busy this weekend. I am one of the managers of a flower shop and we have more weddings to do flowers for this weekend than we have ever had before (9) and I've been so worried about getting it all done. Today I went in to work with little sleep and, of course, in pain, as usual. It is just so much harder to cope with stress now that I have FM. I expressed concern about being able to get it all done and the shop owner called me downstairs to scold me about showing panic in front of other employees. After a short discussion with him in which he asked me not to bring the stress of home to work I finally said "There is nothing going on at home. I'm sick." They already know I have FM and they have a very good friend who also has it. I had asked for 2 days on and 1 off then 3 days on and 1 off to see if that would be a little better for me, but this week because of the weddings they asked me to work 5 in a row. He felt bad when I started crying and gave me a hug, but this is so hard. I am getting worse, not better. I have been so over emotional lately and very disorganized. I'm overwhelmed. Someone told me the first year of FM diagnoses is the worst. I hope it gets better as I learn how to cope and find the right meds!