This fibromialgia heart is broken once again. I found out today from a trusted and reliable source that my GP isn't who he claimed to be. He talk to other people behind my back about me and told them what a nuisance I am. Apparently everytime I made an appointment he would ask the secretary why I'm there AGAIN. And that he is not in the mood to see me. When he knows ,OR DOES HE BELIEVE IT???, that I'm in extreme pain!!!!! He claimed to be a compasionate, caring doctor my friend, a person I can trust!!! He played he's role very convincing!! If I saw him now I will say one thing to him: I HATE you. If I think back over the 4 years that he's been my GP all the things a shared with him. My emotion, my pain, disappointment, hurt. And now I feel nuseous when I think about all the intra-vaginal injections he gave me. Did he talk about my anatomy there with his wife as well???????? Damn him! It hurt so much!!! Now I know why he was always moody when I went to see him. I came to the conclusion: NEVER EVER invest yourself emotionally in a doctor. They're cold, hard people with no pschology training or people skills, or this is anyway the case in my land. I know now, it's time to go on. And that he won't be the last person to hurt me...... Brokenhearted Fibrotears PS I still don't know when my hysteroscopy is. It's driving me crazy! But all wil happen in God's time.