Good Morning.. Ok.. today will be a better day.. I'm doing affirmations this morning.. (you are ok.. you are fine.. you can do your job.. etc.) lol! Think they'll work?? I'm glad your coloring partner was there! I saw a coloring kit clearanced at Wally world and thought of you and Mathew.. It was cool! all the pencils, pens, crayons, paint.. you name it! Joe's take on the whole Santa Barbara thing was, Let me know when so I can schedule time off.. You are not going down there alone!! This last month has been so bad that he know too that something has to give. My brain fog is so bad I can't even balance the check book anymore. Now I can deal with $$'s here at work.. but by the time I get off I can't add two and two. I think I get like sensory overload. I can handle so much then I short circuit!! The tough thing is I make the majority of the income in our household. If something happens that I can't work it will make a big difference. His son turns 18 this month but we will need to pay child support a few more years if he goes to college. I figure Micaela still has a few more years in the nest at least.. I want to be able to help Helen when she needs it.. The prospect of being broke is not attractive.. Ok.. I got my little reprieve yesterday.. I have 3 bridal consultations coming in today back to back.. so I guess I better get on the stick!! Love ya Tona.. Thank you for always being there!!