I am so bummed today. I feel like ....!!! I just can't take it anymore. Everyone in my house has had the flu and now I'm sick too. The not-so-funny thing is the total body pain from being sick is the same as the FM only exacerbated. Will this nightmare ever end? I'm so tired of it all. I want to run and play with my kids, clean my house and cook dinner,run my business, be normal. All I can do is sit here and cry today. One day up, the next day down....I hate it. I feel bad for my husband, he always has to pick up the slack...(when I am feeling good, I do get in and do my share) lately he's been saying..."but your always sick" My mom says, "gosh I sure hope he doesn't leave you because your sick all the time" Arrrgghh..... I hate her negatism. I know my husaband loves me, but I'm sure he is sick of this too. I'm tired of thinking I've got it all figured out, than "Bam" here it goes again. This is the only place to come and **cry** where others DO understand. Anyone have a "magic-Wand"?? I Sure could use one!! Thanks for the **tissue!** sniff, sniff Susan B.