Hi, I am new here. I have never been to a Dr, but I was hoping someone on here could help me out. Im worried that maybe I could be experiencing some sort of depression or something similar. First of all, Im happy with me life for the most part. Im young..I got married just a yr ago to my high school sweet heart. I was lucky enough to be able to quit my job and not work for the first yr and concentrate on school. I guess this has spoiled me. I havnet completed a yr of school since about 4 yrs ago...I take the course load and then drop it and get my money back. I know what I want to do for the futre, but I cant motivate myself. I recently landed a job that I thought I would like..but I dont. Its not hard, its not bad..its very easy. I just dont like it..in fact, I think abuot how muhc I dont like it all the time..I cry all the time..I was supposed to work today and I cried all night last night bc I knew I was going to have to go in. I used to be so happy all the time...and now I cry so easily. My husband didnt give me a good bye kiss tonight and he left and I cried..I dont know what my problem is. We have been trying to have a child since January, and so far it hasnt happened..and that tears me up. I cry about that all the time. Im crying now as a matter of fact. On the days off I dont want to leave my house and I am glued to my husbands side. I dont know what my deal is. I try to psych myself out and be happy and excited about things, but it doesnt work very long. I have gained alot of weight over the past two yrs..and I still feel like I look good..but I am curious as to whether or not this can be a sign of something going on. I used to care so much about ppl and I would do anything for them and now I dont want to work, I feel so lazy and I dont want to do anything..I make my husband, who works 10-12 hr days, so sad when I cry...but that just makes me cry harder. I usally sleep fine at night. Im not sick alot, other than headaches. I dont know if its just me being a brat or what...but I am hoping someone can maybe give me some insight as to whether or not this could be a sign something is going on with me. I really am praying somenoe on here can help me or just guide me as to where to go. Thank you so much.