Goofy title, and sort of funny! Now, I am serious though- can you tell your braincells are going to a better place? When I stand and stare out in the nowhere and it feels like I look just like Patrick Star in SpongeBob when he says "Duh?" while drooling- do you ever sense (for real now) that you're slowly going dumber? Well, dumber is not the right word either, but slower, harder to learn, memory fails me like it did grammie many years ago, etc. Dr Cheney speaks about that our brain is not getting enough oxygen and blood flow and this causes all kinds of cognitive problems and cell death. As the years have passed its getting noticeable. During severe flares last winter I lost my ability to remember words like "car", "umbrella" etc when my daughter was pointing at the pictures in her toddler book! Of course word recall fixes itself after a while as I have less flares, but other problems during the summer. I would LOVE to go thru some true cognitive testing,I wonder how I can convince my doc that it is as bad as I tell him? He did a dumb quick "test" where I had to tell my home adrress and date (gees!). He also asked me to memorise 3 words. I only remembered 1. He thought that was noting. I thought that was significant, and why I lost a very nice job position once (I could not remember a program (government benefits) no matter how hard I tried. Baby's fussy, gotta go!