I've been REALLY sick for five mos. - was probably sick before too, but REALLY sick for five mos. Mostly alone. Dying of lonliness (not really) along with everything else. Son just dropped by with girlfriend for an hour. Now I have a headache, feel dizzy and spaced out, exhausted and cried my eyes out when they left because I can't even enjoy them. Do the losses just keep coming? Do we lose EVERYTHING? How are we supposed to live if we can't even have a nice quiet visit with someone we love? How am I NOT going to go crazy? Anyone?