I have been planning to go to my cousins graduation in Utah for about a month. We were gonna spend some time in Vegas for a few days also. The flight leaves early Wed. morn. I am about to back out and feel so bad about it. I just don't feel good and I know I will push myself too much if I go and I would probably have a major after flare when it is all over. I went about 2 months ago, and was only gone for about 2 days and was down for 2 weeks after I got home. We are supposed to be gone for about a week this time. It is times like this that really get me down having this dd, because you can't hardly plan anything for fear of not knowing what your gonna feel like from one day to another. I feel like I am letting everyone down, especially my cousin that is graduating. I can still go, I have until tomorrow evening to change my mind, but I get all stressed out just thinking about packing. I don't know what to do. Stay home or take a chance. Thanks for listening. What would you do if you were me?