Hi Guys! I am so exhausted mentally I can't believe it. I've tried Ambien, Noritriptalene (sp?), Melatonin, Flexeril, and just started Restoril last week (15 mgs). It's been more than 2 weeks now that I've been able to sleep for more than 2-3 straight. My mind is "tired", but my body is "wired". I'm trying to do an on-line medical transcription course so I can work from home (unemployed for almost 2 years), but I'm having a terrible time "processing thoughts". Had called my doc last week to request Klonopin, but she wanted to try the Restoril first. Told me to "give it the good ole college try" and call her next week. What does she think I'll do - actually get some sleep and tell her I didn't or what??? I feel so loopy and just not really in control. Anybody else feel like this. I've been very diligent about having a warm bath with lavender, soothing music, deep breathing, and candles at night and force myself to just "float" in hopes of relaxing my body. My mind just doesn't shut down and I can feel my muscles starting to really tense up again. I found a new "warm" pool last week that I've been going to daily and doing the gentle flexing class, but I just CAN'T SLEEP. I just keep waking up. I'm waiting to hear about my disability, but am quickly running out of money and of course, I don't have insurance any more. I'm supposed to finish my med transcrip course by December, but I'm having a terrible time lately because its so hard to process thoughts. Just need encouragement, I guess, or maybe just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.