CFM for me, I can think of a lot of different words but it would be thought of as unapproiate. Only kidding the C being for chronic as it seems to always be there- sometimes not as bad but always there- as a constant reminder that we live a life of pain and sometimes little hope. Usually I'm not this down but today I'm feeling a bit depressed. Maybe CDFM is even better it goed with the depression that offen follows it. I'll sign off I'm depressing myself.