I am 27 years old and have been sick w/several "syndromes/Conditions" for almost 9 years now. I pray everyday that God will heal me or at least make me better so I can get out of the house. I only continue to get more and more sick. I have about 6 or 7 conditions now and am afraid of what my future will hold. It's hard to see my life as this when I wanted it to be so much more. I can't believe God would want me to just sit here and waste my life like this. I want to have a child and be a wife to my husband. I feel lke I am just rotting away. I have no life anymore. It gets very depressing. I don't understand why God would want me to live this way. I know most of you are probably the same way. I know no one really knows, but what is your guess at why God allows such suffering? Even though I pray, it just gets worse. Am I doing something wrong? I feel as if he doesn't even listen to me. I have my own prayer group of people praying for me, but I only get more sick each year. I guess I am just looking for some answers that you guys probably don't have either. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? The best years of my life are being wasted. What good could there be in this? Well anyway, thanks for letting me vent.