I was diagnosed with FM/CFS about 4 to 5 years ago...downhill ever since. I had a sleep study done a few weeks ago and now I found out I will have to wear a CPAP machine when I sleep - I got fitted for one last night. I'm 41. I have rheumatoid arthritis, depression, FM/CFS, and now a sleep disorder. My purse is full of pill bottles instead of makeup. I have gained over 100 pounds. I don't know much longer I can take this. I'm a single mom (my kids are teenagers), but what are the odds I will find a man who will put up with all of this? Sorry - I happen to be PMSing at the time too - I just had to vent somewhere where people like me could understand.