Hi. so nice to meet you. i am so sorry to here about all that you are going threw. I know that it can be so hard i got PPD after my secound son was born two years ago and then came the anxiety. . . I hate it But i look at it like it could be way worse than what it is the PPD is gone but i still suffer from some around that time of the month but the paxil cr that i take cures that well.LOL I am so glad that you responed to me thanks, I am aways looking for new friends since i have a hard time keeping the ones here at home due to the fact that i am married with kids and the other girls that are 23 are t school and going to parties. so they stay around for awhile untill they relize that i can't go out every time they can. And that i am more grown up then them.LOL But please take care of your self things well get better i know it well. . . Nice to meet you.