I know it sounds like I am ungrateful, but I have been in a job that I have been very depressed and have anxiety over every day when I go to work. I need to keep working until I can find a new job - new environment, not cliquey people, and no cliquey management, health insurance benefits, etc. Can anyone give me hope? What would be the best thing that I do during lunch at work - job search? It can be really discouraging in this economy. I know that there is a place for me though, and I just need to find it. Has anyone ever been in this situation? What did you do during lunch. Did you just read/jobsearch? I just need hope to get me to that job that will be better filled with hope.