I became depressed at the age of 20 after a visual migraine and I haven't been able to get out. I've tried all kinds of medication and I have a great psychotherapist. I just can't seem to get out. I hate my life, even though most people think I have a great one. I am currently at one of the top medical schools in the country and am contemplating suicide. The future seems so gloomy and I can't focus on my current tasks. I just feel like my life is not worthwhile Anyone in the same boat?