I just needed to talk to someone, anyone, so I came back to the boards. I feel worse and worse everyday. I tried to talk to my doctor , but she was saying that it is just stress causing my depression, and it is not. Just two days ago I was walking around a store with my husband and my kids and I was physically ill from being around so many people, we had to leave the store. I avoid going anywhere where there is alot of people. I can't grocery shop, or anything. I am constantly sick. I just don't feel the need to get up in the morning even though I know I have too. I just feel like I am in the bottom of a hole, and can't pull mysrlf out. The one person I should be able to talk to I can't, my husband, he just will not listen to me, and like everyone else he justs makes excuses. Snap out of it, that is all he says. I have no one to talk to, and I am so lonely in my own house. I do not know what to do anymore. I am just lost. Things I used to care about I don't anymore, If I fell off the face of the earth I doubt my family would notice. It is a sad thing when your lonely and you have family. I'm sorry to unloaad like this, I just have nowhere to turn anymore. Sorry! I have to go. Bye.