I have posted before...thank you for your support...it is very difficult for me now ....holidays....alcoholic father...no doctor...in a strange town with no help in sight...I was suppose to see a specialist in Boston today but my father yelled and makes me more anxious and upset...the fibro pain unbearable..can't sleep...no one to talk with...Afraid to call an emergency line as I have so many pychical syptoms afraid they will not believe me and just admit me to a psych. ward...although I am extremely depressed and need someone to talk with.... Does anyone out there live in Mass. and would be willing to talk with me. I just need a kind word, some hope, someone who understands sleep deprivation and loss of so many things due to this illness... Or even a number to call....I am not from here...but need someone who will understand and help me get the help I need.