Hi All, I feel so messed up at the moment. like my brains being messed around with. Diagnsed with fibro 2006, later that year, fatigue hit me hard and I've been going downhill ever since. To cut a long story short I was reading Dr Lowes reaserch on central hypothyroidism so thought as 44% of ppl with FMS have central hypothyroidism that I would go to my doc to have a test - big mistake! So I have a normal blood test for thyroid - TSH etc and asked about the other tests and he refers me to a specialist physician who I saw today. Anyway at the end of me seeing the physician and going through my symptoms and with him asking questions such as 'do you feel sorry for yourself at times' or 'do u look forward to the day ahead', he's now referred me to a psychologist as he can't find anythign physically wrong with me. Anyway also whilst doing this I am having some kind of treatment called radionics frm a distance and the guy has said that my major problem is parasites that have been there many years and made wounds in every part of my body so now will take a long time to repair. The next thing he said was that it is taking longer than expected to heal me as there is serious karma that he has found difficult to dissolve. I'm not very spiritual or religiuos I have to say but would like to believe a little in cause and effect and have read lots about it but does that mean we have all done something bad as we end up like this? I now feel like it's all my fault that I'm sick but can't see what I have done. Anyway, this all leads me to think I'm going slightly insane and is messing with my head and all I really want to do is just get better coz I feel like my body's been posioned! Should I just stop researching and leave everyhting alone? I'm desperate to get better which is why I've tried so many bizarre things as I still have hope. PS I'm not going to the psychologist as I've been to one before and don't believe it's what I need, they just seem to make you believe you have some mental problem when it's the ilness that makes you down, same as any chroinc pain would. I was perfectly fine before I got sick. Any views, please????