that's all I feel like doing right now. I have been laring doe a couple weeks. but tonight, the pain in my hands and legs and back is so awful and Im so frustrated that I cant stop crying. I try to hide it from my hubby, as I feel like Im such a burden already and I know I make him feel helpless when I cry form the pain. I guess I have no real point here, just needed to vent some. thanks always for the encouraging words here and for lettingme vent and helping me not to feel alone in the world.