I've had a horrible 2 days! But THANK YOU for reading and replying! I waited over a month to see my doctor. I scheduled an extra long appt so we could cover everything I needed. I took the entire month and typed up notes, questions, concerns, plus an entire diagnosis history of everything that is wrong with me, and who told me so. I also included the Canadian Lyme disease article listing symptoms. I have 43 to possibly 49 of the symptoms! He barely even looked at ANYTHING I spent so much time on...to make HIS job easier (thinking that it would help me in the long run). Ha! Yeah...right. We went thru most of the stuff I needed addresses, but not some of the things that are important to me. I DO have another appt in 6 weeks-extended time too. I guess I'll try talking about those things then. I've had this awful rash-pimple things all over my face for about 6 months now, and it's driving me crazy! It hurts, I'm self-conscious, and I wanna know WHAT it is! He said, NOT roseacea (spell?). Looks like acne, he said. I had acne all my life! Even went on acutane when I was 27! This is not JUST acne!!! I asked about a yeast rash. He looked at me strange... very strange...and asked why I would think that? He said, NO it wasn't. We didn't address my "dizziness" issue. But he checked neuro stuff. (stick out tongue, shrug shoulders, etc) He forgot to write my Rx for asthma. (I remembered last night.) He Rx'd me darvocet for pain..1 tab every 6 hours...but I only have 30 pills! That's supposed to last me 6 weeks???? He changed my muscle relaxers from Zanaflex to Baclofen 20 mg ~ I've never heard of that one. It wasn't covered under my charity plan, so NO DISCOUNT! ($134.00) I can't sleep, but I can't take lunesta or anything to help me sleep with a muscle relaxor due to CNS depression! The good news is that I am to be tested for rheumatoids, Lyme, Epstein Bar, myalgias, etc now. And, MS maybe later/mri. Then to top everything off, my husband decides not to go to work last night because he has a migraine. Well, I had told him to take something for it at 4 PM! And he waits till it's time to leave for New York at 10 PM to say he can't go because his head hurts???? I wouldn't care so much, but his big truck broke down the other week and his check was only $111. This truck load would have paid him $$$ and we NEED the money! It's bad enough I'm a fulltime student for one more year, but now I feel guilty for trying to take a summer break because he's tired of driving and wants to buy and sell cars for a profit. With him being home today, it messed up my whole "routine." I even missed a VERY important appt with my Psyc doc about my med's! He was hungry, so was I, and I TOTALLY forgot!!! I am SO FURIOUS with myself! ANd with him for not going to work. I NEEDED this appointment SO BADLY! I cried and cried. Yes, I got it rescheduled, but not for another week. Now I will run out of my meds for my depression/Bipolar disorder. So, I get to make 2 more phone calls to ask for more Rx's! Anyone else ever get so tired of being on the phone to take care of stuff? Or feel like you're just running in circles like a dog chasing your tail? Oh yeah...thats the other thing. We're trying to buy this little house and need home owners insurance. My hubby has contacted every insurance company there is, except for the one we deal with!! He says he can't because he doesn't have enough info...(?) If he can get quotes from the others without the info, ...well you know. Well...I feel better now. I took a Xanax too, maybe that helped. Thanks for "listeneing" I love you guys SO MUCH! Here's to better days ahead!