I am starting another new job and am terrified that I won't be able to perform in the rpfessional detailed way that I always that I have in the past. It is a very good job with an excellant company. What if my mind is so fuzzy I can't keep thinks straight? What if I can't work out ther doctor appointments? What if, oh just what if..... Sometimes I feel I am on the edge looking over into a dark chasm that I know I will never find my out of. I am not ready to quit working yet. I want ot continue with my work and do what I have been trained to do and what I am good at. Please God... Let me be able to concentrate and learn!