Does anyone ever get scared of all the weird symptoms we have and think they are going to die? I am scared all the time. I will wake up in the middle of the night and things will be all quiet and all I can do is think... will I suddenly die? I hate it and I know its just me being paraniod, but it sometimes rules my life. I dont want to leave my kids and I am constantly thinking about what would happen if I suddenly die. I think its because we have so many strange symptoms. Do you think thats it? I dont know, but I do know I get depressed alot, thinking about it too much. Its almost like we have a mental illness along with this DD.