I have Fibromyalgia really bad. My immune system is very sluggish. I pick up everything. So not only do I hurt and have all the Fibro things, I pick up every illness anyone I come into contact with has, and of course get it twice as bad and twice as long. I have not had a full week of health in I don't know when. I feel like a broken record when I talk to people and I hear allot of Your sick again". I have chronic illness depression and Anxiety/panic attacks also. I have reached out to everyone who cares about me as well as all my doctors. Nobody knows what to do with me or for me. Its very hard to cope knowing no one can help you. How do you get by knowing You are in misery and know one can help you? I am only 38yrs old, I have been doing this for at least 15 years with the last 2 or 3 yrs really taking its toll. I have a great husband, grown son and a 14 yr. old daughter she to has chronic medical problems. She need me fully not partly. My husband tries but it does get to him too. I don't even know who I am anymore. This illness has taking so much from me. My career being just one of many. Please anyone, what do I do. Iam desperate. I don't want to live like this anymore. (I would not kill myself). I take Deseryl,xanax, cataflam, ultercet, nexium, and percocet. I have tried cymbalta, lyrica,sevella, lunesta, ambien,zoloft and prozac among others. I had reactions to all of them.