I have always prided myself on being a strong person, but these days I really feel like I may lose it. I lost my Momma in October. She has been sick most of my life, but still I was so very close to her (I miss her). My former Aunt who was married to my Mom's Brother many years ago moved in with my dad to take care of my Mom's Grandpa who is not well and now my dad informs me that her and him are liking each other. UGH!! My sister and I aren't very close, but my Mom's death put a wedge between us. She can't handle it and has been nasty with me and now upset at my Dad too. My husband's BiPolar meds aren't working so I am thinking crap now we have to go thru another med change which is pure Hell if not done right. The man next door passed away and they are like Grandparents to my 3 year old daughter. She seemed upset by it. I feel like everyone around me is either going nuts or dying. I have never suffered from any kind of depression, but feel myself heading down that road. I suffer from the daily pain and tiredness, but I am usually a very happy upbeat person. I feel so weak at this moment. I feel like I would love to run away and hide somewhere for a bit. Thanks for letting me vent. UGH!!!