My examiner cld once to tell me that she was asked by a Dr. @ DDS to call and ask what caused my depression? I rumbled on and on. I found this strange, especially with numerous pages of ailments that they had on file. My son came over to vaccum just the other day. He has told me several times that I need some help. My sons do not know I'm already seeing a psychiatrist often and counseling. I then told him that I had been seeing a psych for some time now and that I am on lots of meds. He then asked why was I so unhappy. That's when I broke down and sobbed and explained to him how sad, lonely, unworthy and helpless I felt. He knows that I'm in constant pain. He then stated that if it meant him getting a second job to help me, he was willing. He also says, because I want you to live your time you have left happy. How can you began to try to explain something to someone that wouldn't understand? Unless you've been there, it's almost impossible to put into words.