I have to say - October, although my favorite month in Colorado, always makes me feel a bit sad and downright envious. There is SO much support for Breast Cancer Awareness - and THANK GOD! What an amazing thing that we're helping to close the door on this disease. But, at the same time - when I see pink ribbons everywhere I go, and asked to donate everywhere I go (I donate $100 every October), see commercials every ten minutes, read it in every paper and magazine, see businesses supporting it - it's literally everywhere. How wonderful it must make these people with this horrible disease feel to have such an outpouring of support. And then there are those of us with CFS. My family doesn't believe it, my work doesn't know it, dozens of doctors have turned me away not knowing what to do with me, the press/media think it doesn't exist - and I feel so lonely and isloated. I wish there was some kind of support for us. I'm sorry if I sound like a terrible person.