hello everyone I am new here but my depression is so much worse since I lost my job in July and sometimes I just need someone to talk to. My husband is a butt and he has no idea what I go through. We went to our grandsons football game last night and all I did all the way there was cry. I have been in tears or close to them a lot lately. I hate this feeling but sometimes if I can just talk to someone who understands it helps. I only have one good friend close by and she is suffer right now also. She lost her 31 year old son in June to an accidental overdose and his ex-girlfriend and her new husband is refusing to let her see her grand daughter so when the to of us get together it is sometiems a crying fest. Thanks to all for letting me just rant. Sometimes it helps. God Bless you all.